Time and Time again

Dearly beloved,

There were days when we used to hang out with each other all day long. We had so much to talk to each other and we were never out of words. Remember! The days when we used to look at the clock and count the tick tock ting and amazed how slow it got when we dreamt together for our future. You and I, where so compatible.

But then something happened isnt it? You started pulling away..staying far..keeping distance. You went so far from my reach that now I crave to even get a glimpse of u.

I wonder what went wrong..was I too demanding? Did too much expectation from me crushed your heart? I cant speak for your side of the story but I know mine and I know I am the one to blame. I got so busy with my so called priorities that I missed to take a note of you. I had friends, families, job, and responsibilities. I got so engrossed in it that I stopped caring about you. But was it all worth it, I wonder!

Now here I am, alone, cornered, torn… wishing you were here. Wish I cud have done this and done that. Had der been any other way to do dis again I would be more then glad to go back and hold you again. But you aren’t coming back… its too late isn’t?

Tell me love – Is there any faintest possibility to get you back, tell me one thing I can do to undo all dis. Because without you I m all lost in this world, lost in chaos and lost in darkness. And believe me I don’t see any light at the end of this dreadful tunnel.

This self-loathing is no more making any sense. This life, without you is nothing but a mere heart without a beat. I am longing to hold you..to embrace you and tell you how much I miss you.

Please walk back into my life and put an end to my misery… say you can change all this.. and I swear I will change myself. Don’t I deserve one more chance? Say something..make me understand.. You can’t be so unkind dear..life so cruel without you.

Hope you read this n wish it makes you skip a beat…because a moment between your heart beat is all I die for.

Regard,

Men bounded to his duties.

A letter dedicated to an unpretentious thing called ” TIME “…!!!